I love being pregnant. Well maybe not the first part where I barf for days on end and when I'm not barfing I'm feeling like I could barf any minute, but the rest of it I love.
I love having an infant to hold and nurse.
I love sweet little baby things and just how stinken cute they are.
I know I have days with my four that I just couldn't take on one more thing, but there is still that part of me that would love to have another.
I have really great kids that keep my really busy.
I know that they are all blessings from God. I still have not figured out why God thought I should be blessed so richly but he did. Thank you God!
I don't ever want to be greedy or take on more than I could handle.
I want my life to honor God and does raising five children help me do that?
So is it smart to have just one more? Josh says that if I really want one more that he wants to have it sooner than later. He thinks that four is plenty and definately feels the financial stress of supporting us all (including the private school and my shopping habits, which is a whole nother story). But would have another if I wanted one.
I hate having the decision put on me.:)
Another child would make us for sure have to get a new car (or two).
We have already out grown our house so I don't think that will matter.
But is it wise? with the economy?
Or maybe I am thinking too hard about it and I should just let nature run its course. Oh wait, that is how I got the other four. and Quick!
So...would you if you were me...or if you were you...have just one more?